In a double breasted vest,
I’m dressed and pressed to impress
People obsessed with “best” and “less”.
Blessed,
Born under the crest
Of nepotism and incest.
While I’m secretly a nest of mess and stress.
Stressed, I’m not my best,
I’ve already confessed.
Remember the first time we undressed?
Failing to arrest the EST,
Breast thudding with so much zest
It could break my chest.
What’s next?
Unless we break the cycle of unrest,
Lie and guess,
Refuse to ingest at their behest.
Yes,
I need a rest
But it won’t coalesce
Out of a life-long jest.
Depressed by the quest,
Disappointed at best,
What’s left?
Go west?
Nevada or Cali, or Convalesce?
My reflection growing more thinly tressed?
Trying to keep sharp with crosswords and chess?
My rumination a pest,
Black flies my brain cant digest.